Stream of Thoughts

“It is not Circumstances that need altering first, but yourselves, and then the conditions will naturally alter.”  God Calling

I have been up since 4am this morning.  To my surprise I am not tired!  I am gald I have some quiet time before the day starts. I need to figure things out in my life.  J came the other day and I have not gotten a chance to catch up with her het. I need to do that.  I have not made an effort to catch up and I feel bad about that.

The more that people come up the wierd camp seems.  I just want my friends up here and everyone else can leave. I really don’t mean that but I like the quietness of camp.  I don’t think God leaves camp with over 200 staff but I can feel God’s presence more with fewer people.  I also am afraid that I will feel out of place once more people come. Since I was not on main camp I missed out on getting to know alot of people. This year I hope to make up for that.  I have already gotten to know E and she seems really cool.

I have been feeling stressed lately and my stomach is acting up.  I think I am going to try that medicine that my doctor gave me and see if that helps. I know I am going to get more and more stressed throughout the sumemr and I can’t have this happen.

I hope that I hear from people from school soon.  I would love to keep in touch with alot of people.  I have to make sure I write letters back. I have been bretty good so far.  I just need to keep it up.

I am going to get some breakfast and start my day out right.