Boy lots of stuff has happened to me. I switched my major — to what I don’t know. I know that whatever direction I go in is the right one. I am thinking Religion with either a socology or communications minor but I am not sure.
I ended up having a wonderful break. I loved being home for Christmas and I loved seeing James and Jeremy. We had a blast. I ended up drinking and getting pretty drunk. I had lots of fun doing it and I don’t know if that is totally wrong or not. Nothing bad became of it and I don’t do it alot but it was fun. Is that bad? I was probably doing it for the wrong reasons but I don’t knwo waht those reasons were. I think I was not thinking and that was the problem. but was it a problem?
I did go to NYC with my family and Bill did not go. That was a bummer but it is the fact of life. SO I guess I have to deal with it.
I am back a school not and I am on duty as an RA on Satu night. That might be interesting. I hope that I don’t have to confront any big parties. This weekend has been good and con only look to get better. I am happy now and I have not been happy in a long time. I am glad to be happy.
I still have a thing for JH. She is amazing. I wish she would have more time to spend with my. When we do spend time together I would like to know more about her, then talk about me. But I want her to see how great I am and hopefully like me back.
Things with J have bene up and down. It is so dumb and I should not worry about it but I do. Things are good and how I feel is good and I am content with that.
I started to work out again, but once again my activies have taken over my life and I can’t stop them. thigs come up and I have to deal with them. I whish they would not come up and I was not so busty but then would I be happy? I am not sure.
So many questions in life and I think I will have them for a long time. Some of them I think might never get answered.
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